Post by Crystal on Apr 21, 2009 14:52:20 GMT -5
Hi guys. This is Crystal from BBA, for those of you that would know me from there. [The Crystal with the character "Crimse". :3]
I love long walks on the beach at night anddd...xD
Anyways, I have two cats. Both are males, and both are black. Smokie has a bit of white on him, but Nightshade is solid black. My favorite dog breed is either a Neapolitan Mastiff, or a Greater Swiss Mountain Dog. I love big, thick dog breeds, though, so I fawn over almost all of them. x3 Also, to note, I love ALL animals, except cockyroaches. I'm the one my sister and cousins call to remove a spider, because I have been known to start an argument over "you killed an animal for no reason?!" topics. :C It's one of the few things I can't handle. There had better be a better reason than "It's creepy"/"I don't like it"/"Eww"/or anything like that with me. That's who I am.
I'm pretty cool, and I do like discussions and discussing things, as well as debating. To me, it's kind of a way to offer new insight and ideals to others, and to receive some as well. I'm a believer in only using "sorry" when I truly am sorry, or casually when someone is like "I just broke my leg :CCC". Otherwise, if we fight and I'm not sorry [which I almost always do thing I'm in the wrong somehow, or will later after time takes affect] I won't say it, and I'll defend myself vigorously still, only if you keep waiting. Trust me, my cousin and I got into an argument, but not really a fight per say, because she thought I owed her an apology for hurting her feelings, but I wasn't feeling sorry about what I said.
C: I may cut up and have fun - and believe me, I do that a lot. I'll act down right stupid, for laughs and to have fun. But, I'm a pretty big supporter for maturity when it counts. If you're the type to run to a fight because "Ohh!! FIGHT!! =DDD" then....just, no...is my stance on it. Way too much immaturity. I can't see any school fights as anything but immaturity now, because of how frequent they are. :C I'm always, always there for a friend, but I tend not to take your side if I think you're wrong. And I'll point out how you are to you. You take the advice or leave it. :C
I've also been to a psychiatrist, and to a Mental Health Research Facility. The M.H. place had "Asphergers", "Mood Disorder", and I think "Schizophrenia" down so far. Before then, some guy my school called in to talk to me said I was Bipolar. :C My newest psychiatrist thinks I'm ADHD, but the pills don't do anything for me, but make me 10X more hyper when I'm hyper, and so depressed [when I'm depressed] that I'm froze motionless. :C She said that she might change it to Bipolar, or Schiz.[or add that on. Whatever] later, that nothing's "set" there. [because she's not entirely sure? xD] She's pretty positive that I have "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder", "General Anxiety Disorder" and "Depression Disorder" though. :C I humored ADHD until the meds went negative in effect for me, and made me more paranoid about the world. I already have problems thinking that no one but me "hears" my thoughts, and other weird things I can't really explain.
C: Yes, I gave you my life story. Right now, I'm in a "ehh..why not?" mood, so it doesn't affect me to type this much. Besides, in the end none of you know the real me [person-to-person] right? xD And I'm a fan of "you've gotta accept people as they are".
I love long walks on the beach at night anddd...xD
Anyways, I have two cats. Both are males, and both are black. Smokie has a bit of white on him, but Nightshade is solid black. My favorite dog breed is either a Neapolitan Mastiff, or a Greater Swiss Mountain Dog. I love big, thick dog breeds, though, so I fawn over almost all of them. x3 Also, to note, I love ALL animals, except cockyroaches. I'm the one my sister and cousins call to remove a spider, because I have been known to start an argument over "you killed an animal for no reason?!" topics. :C It's one of the few things I can't handle. There had better be a better reason than "It's creepy"/"I don't like it"/"Eww"/or anything like that with me. That's who I am.
I'm pretty cool, and I do like discussions and discussing things, as well as debating. To me, it's kind of a way to offer new insight and ideals to others, and to receive some as well. I'm a believer in only using "sorry" when I truly am sorry, or casually when someone is like "I just broke my leg :CCC". Otherwise, if we fight and I'm not sorry [which I almost always do thing I'm in the wrong somehow, or will later after time takes affect] I won't say it, and I'll defend myself vigorously still, only if you keep waiting. Trust me, my cousin and I got into an argument, but not really a fight per say, because she thought I owed her an apology for hurting her feelings, but I wasn't feeling sorry about what I said.
C: I may cut up and have fun - and believe me, I do that a lot. I'll act down right stupid, for laughs and to have fun. But, I'm a pretty big supporter for maturity when it counts. If you're the type to run to a fight because "Ohh!! FIGHT!! =DDD" then....just, no...is my stance on it. Way too much immaturity. I can't see any school fights as anything but immaturity now, because of how frequent they are. :C I'm always, always there for a friend, but I tend not to take your side if I think you're wrong. And I'll point out how you are to you. You take the advice or leave it. :C
I've also been to a psychiatrist, and to a Mental Health Research Facility. The M.H. place had "Asphergers", "Mood Disorder", and I think "Schizophrenia" down so far. Before then, some guy my school called in to talk to me said I was Bipolar. :C My newest psychiatrist thinks I'm ADHD, but the pills don't do anything for me, but make me 10X more hyper when I'm hyper, and so depressed [when I'm depressed] that I'm froze motionless. :C She said that she might change it to Bipolar, or Schiz.[or add that on. Whatever] later, that nothing's "set" there. [because she's not entirely sure? xD] She's pretty positive that I have "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder", "General Anxiety Disorder" and "Depression Disorder" though. :C I humored ADHD until the meds went negative in effect for me, and made me more paranoid about the world. I already have problems thinking that no one but me "hears" my thoughts, and other weird things I can't really explain.
C: Yes, I gave you my life story. Right now, I'm in a "ehh..why not?" mood, so it doesn't affect me to type this much. Besides, in the end none of you know the real me [person-to-person] right? xD And I'm a fan of "you've gotta accept people as they are".
